Cover me .... cover me from the night. Let your hands find my skin ... my mounds ... Grip them with pleasure , yet love them with your touch. Hide your face in my body ... Let your tongue dance between my legs... tickle my hips with your hair. I love watching my legs quiver for you... I love your tongue and how you swallow me whole. How my body engulfs with goose bumps and howmy chest gets hard ... I didn't know my toes would ever curl so far and so tight ... speaking of tight ... How do you do it to me? After a few licks my body opens up to you ... its now easy for you to enter... but please not now... dont stop.
A friend I do not deserve.....I am an awful person who shut out a great friend ... who what reason ... I really do not know. Maybe it was too intense.... Maybe it was too real ... maybe it wasn't real enough. I honestly don't know. He knew I was going to hurt him, but he still spoke with me ... we connected ... but.. still ... I let him down.... I took away my respect and did just the thing I promised I wouldnt ... for this ... I am such an evil person.
this words are random and are difficult to put in a certain order... its my feelings on what I did... I'm sorry if you don't understand.
I am so dumb, seriously. Jealousy is a cruse. I cant break it... I have so many troubles trying to stop my mind from driving me crazy. I trust him and love him with my entire heart.. but my own issues in my head are coming between us and its ridiculous. I NEED TO STOP.... but I fear its too late... only the day will tell...
how I hate to be single...
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