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Man, i really dont get some people...well i dont get people period lol but there are some who are just really fucked up! Some1 left me a LONG comment with the intentions of trying to help me i guess...well im str8 to the point most of the time and well i messaged the person with my thoughts on their comment. i simply flat out told them of basically some matters i didnt very appreciate in what they wrote pretty nicely in my opinion, it was nice but firm. so of coarse they immediately think im the bitch lol but instead of being mature about it, she gets bitch back. *shakes head* They even said they would like me to stop by their page to chat. that we should talk. lol i believe thats what i was trying to do...but anyways i tried to reply back in order to apologize if i was sounding bitchy for i really wasnt and guess what? They Blocked me b4 i could....wow. One more thing, this person should have fuckin known better for i am just starting to recover from some stupid shit that recently happend, that doesnt mean im good to go. DUH!



This is simply another reason to remind me why i am NOT a people person!

WHY MUST I BE SO GOD DAMN STUPID!!!!! SOME BODY PLEASE FUCKIN KILL ME!!!!!!!

*!!!!!!!!!SCREAMS!!!!!!!!!!*

Being alone....well...i hate it *sits on floor* The feeling of being alone, of being lonely, is the most painful feeling i can think of. I walk on every. day. Everyday! and all i see are couples holding hands, hugging, holding each other, feeling the warmth and joy the other brings into their life. Couples of all kinds...boyfriend/girlfriend, a husband and his wife, an elderly couple...even animal couples!. It hurt so fucking much. Then when i think i might not be alone anymore...something always goes horribly wrong...i either screw up so bad somehow or just randomly the non-relationship burns up in hell so damn fast that the other ends up hating me with a rageful passion. I honestly believe that i am destined to be without another...to live alone and never be loved and cared for by a mate...*a tear falls* yeah and i know whoever reads this will think im just being immature and im speaking bullshit cause im only 16 and i hadnt even tasted life...well understand this you bunch of old M-Effers, most girls my age have already gotten the chance to get a taste of what love could be like..they already know what it feels like to have arms wrapped around ur body affectionectly by their other. I just happen to be the unlucky girl whos had nothing of the sort...and will probably never get to! *a few more tears are released*....Being alone is the most sorrowfully painful feeling out there...no other can compare in the slightest way.....*picks up pistol and places it to my head*....why live if you serve no purpose. I am alone. *pulls trigger....then sets it back in its drawer and turns off the light*



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hunterwolf
17:48 Jun 20 2009

you are never alone hun. hunter has come into your life. *howls and nuzzles you*

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AngelBaby333
07:04 Jun 21 2009

*smiles softly and licks ur nose*...thank you hunter

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stillwolf
22:13 Jan 28 2010

Being alone is the most powerfuil feeling i understand. I know it a little tooo well.

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stillwolf
05:34 Jul 27 2010

hunter is not here i am *growls at the comments hunter has left* i love u hunny

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batvamp
08:21 Jun 06 2012

you nor anyone are ment to be alone even as a guy i have been through this same feeling its not just you *hugs you tightly*

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