This will be my last journal entry for awhile on VR, I'm still torn up over the death of my Nephew and I really don't know what else to say. I don't know really why I get on VR because it seems to be dead now days,don't get me wrong I love the website but it's kinda dead. Well,to all who read my writings in this journal: Farwell for now....
Tomorrow is my nephews viewing and Saturday is his funeral..... I'm totally lost right now, God knows how my other nephew and niece's are doing after losing their older brother, he would have been 14 years old with in a month. I'm just devastated.....
Rest in peace Kennard, now your in no more pain and your in good company, now your able to walk next to your great Grandpa Wayne and your great Uncle Jimmy, Uncle Joe loves you and I'm sorry I wasn't the Uncle you needed......all the missed opportunities to play games and spend time with you,I wish I would have had more time.......i always wondered which demon would knock on my door first,and it seems death is the only one knocking......
It's 5:52 in the morning almost 6:00 AM, my Sister just called, my 13 year old Nephew Kennard Dontrell Harris Jr passed away in her arms........I'm at a loss of words, my soul is heavy, the last thing I need to do is pray, I prayed everyday to that cocksucker in the sky to keep that baby boy safe, God damn it my eldest nephew...... I prayed and this is my reward......god owes me a debt and soon I will collect..... Right now I'm that dark shadow that people warn you to watch out for, I have no heart left, my only emotion right now is grief and rage......
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I am so sorry you are in this pain...many many warm thoughts to you and your family.....
Thank you
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