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Here I am

This is me

I lay my heart

Like I lay body

Compleatly in

Your strong hands

Filled with trust,

Love and dispair



Night after night

I sit and cry

Cuz I know

Your not mine.

I feel so lost

I've given you all

That I am



So this is me

Taking my leave

For I know

We'll never be

This broken heart

May no longer weep

Cuz tonight

I say goodbye

To the pain

The abuse

The use of me

Will no longer be

Yours to control



I've fought all I can

I beat you down

All the memories

Of all you've done

I've come out strong

I'm on top

Of the world



And now I see

Your tear filled eyes

Begging me

To forgive

To take you back

To take you home

For you now see

What I've become.

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TheVampyreNico
01:27 Jul 22 2010

Quite lovely indeed Bravo! throws a rose hopes that she will soon pick it up and smell its lifeforce. ~Nico~

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In this time of loneliness

In this time of sadness

I sit and think of you.



You who's never there

You who never cares

The man that stays hidden.



You who never accepts the best

You who believes in nothing but a bitter fest

The man that sees no bliss



You who's never happy

You who's always sappy

The man that only drink pleases.



Your own heart

Pierced by the truth dart

The boy who's yet to be a man

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TheVampyreNico
01:32 Jul 11 2010

Moving and powerful piece indeed Bravo!

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Ye who is my knight

Thy art thou my might



Thy sweet tender kiss

T'is unbearable to miss



With thy bow and dart

Thy shot strong and true to my heart



Oh why my knight has it been so long?

I can no longer wait to have my heart called again by thy song.

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TheVampyreNico
01:30 Jul 11 2010

Truly a beautiful piece indeed words that speak in volumes too and old soul like mine.

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Oh sleepless night

Why can't my mind stop the sight?



Of such a dark and dreary day

Why can I not keep it at bay?



My love so lost

So grave the cost



A child in my arms no longer.

At night, the man in the moon visits me.

He explains the things I cannot see.

He shows me people who can't be there

And a place to cry he shows me where.



When I lay in bed at night,

I see his face shine with light.

He gives rise to my thoughts of late

Anger, love, joy and hate.



His lazy smile, high in the sky,

Makes me open my eyes and wonder why.

My life, so quick, only worth so much.

Just the feeling of human touch.



To keep myself clear,

I open my eyes and shed my tears.

And when I no longer ask why

I know it's my time to die.



By: Matt Waji

I'm falling in a hole so deep so dark I don't think that there's an ending.

So these are the words I'm sending.

Before I lose all hope

And am unable to cope.

Life is what we make of it

Even the problems we have lit



Ah yes an idea forms and begins to grow

although its dim the fire burns low

Why not embrace the dark

After all not all dark is evil on the mark.

Black represents so much not just loss

Not just a corps under the moss

We are woman we are free

Let the black become me

Let it mold and strengthen the power within

And with the power of my sisters, brothers and kin

Pain will no longer haunt me

No longer become me.

Hear me Beloved of the night

I ask that you be my sight.



Show me the path of light

So that I may only do right.



To those that seek me pain,

The law of karma shall only maime.



By the goddess this is my prayer

And to everyone Know that she'll always care.

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BunesUth
23:52 Jul 04 2010

Well written poems hun

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As I sleep I hear your voice,

and begin to stir.



The comfort it brings,

makes my heart sing.



All the lovely things you say,

lets me know I'll have a brighter day.



But then I remember the truth that shatters,

and all the things you say no longer matters.



Your voice I'll only hear in my dreams,

and my life falls apart at the seams.



Your smile no longer shall I see,

no more hugs can it really be?



On your shoulder no longer shall I cry,

so night after night I sit and I sigh.



No more games of daring,

no more beers are we sharing.



So on this night and every other,

all the things we both loved is what I'll do to remember,

This I prey to our Holy Mother.

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TheVampyreNico
23:42 Jul 07 2010

Its quite lovely and sad at the same time. ~Nico~

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Adessa
07:21 Jul 08 2010

Thank you. I find poetry helps me deal with the pain, and loss but also expresses my happiness and love now if only I could find my book of poems. I really hate moving you seem to miss place lots.

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I'm so lost without you,

Whatever shall I do?

No more giant hugs,

Now only the flower buds.

No more laughter,

No more happily ever after.

No more coffee,

No more my big softy.

No more smiles,

Not for miles.

All that's left of me,

Is a hole can't people see?

now that your gone,

There is no dawn.

I'll never be able to tell you all I wanted to say,

Because under the earth is where you now lay.