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I am starting to progress forward in my research about what I am. I believe I am a Sang. But I still don’t know if I am a hybrid, since my awakening consisted of both energy and blood. Well, you are probably confused so let me give a little more context. I did a ritual(I am a witch) that consisted of energies from the moon, sexual energy, and energy from blood. So in this entire ritual, I incorporated Moon Magick, Blood Magick, and Sex Magick all together. I won’t go into details on what I did or what it was for, but I will go into detail on what I experienced. When I took energy from the moon and the sexual energy I did feel power but it just wasn’t right until I added the blood in. So, I ended up tasting my blood idk why J wanted to but I did. Then as soon as I did, something in me just awoke. I felt so energized, and powerful, I actually felt like I was alive for the first time in my life. After this ritual the word vampire kept popping up in my head. The interest of it suddenly came into mind so I started doing research. My research lead me here and to other websites/sources, and I have been learning a lot. But...I have a long way. Ever since that experience I have been craving blood like crazy. At work today, I got a cut. Went to the bathroom and I just wanted to taste it. And I loved the taste. But I did hear auto vampirism isn’t a smart thing. But, I just couldn’t help it. I love the taste of blood, and now I am craving other people’s blood. I don’t know the next steps I should take. Also, I have tried energy feeding before and I did feel powerful from those energy feedings(after searching about energy vamps) after the ritual, but....it just doesn’t hit the same as blood. I feel like I can go forever without needing to feed energy. But, blood. The craving is getting stronger.

I need answers. I am so lost. I have these strong urges, and I am craving blood. Yet...I am doubting if I am a vamp or not.